updating.

okay, well imma try and make this one long just so i could make up for all the blogs i missed. well me and izzy are on a bumpy road right now, we went on a break for like a day, and i couldn't stand not having anything to do with him, so obviously were back together. i feel like were moving helluh fast yaknoe? so fast that its getting to the point i feel like im going to lose feelings. i really don't want that to happen because i really really like him... erggh. so frustrating. enough of that. me and Linda made up. she apologized first, but i never got back to her, then i realized holding grudges isn't all that good, and i don't like to do that, so i apologized. now it s'all gravy, yadada? angela costco and daniel truong got together like 1 or 2 weeks ago, their helluh cute too! haha. i saw markus taylan at the mall Friday! but we didn't really talk, all i said was hi and stuffs. my knee is still injured, i didn't even go to practice on sunday for Samurai. i think i hurt a ligament or something, whatever though, it doesn't hurt THAT bad. hmm, my brother had a game today, and they did helluh well, even though they lost. the referees made bullshit calls, but its okay. they had a good season. Matt Dizon. OMG, he's so freaking adorable NO LIE. he's got this like babyface its so cute! he's on my brother's Ice hockey team, and he got hurt during the game. he might of dislocated his shoulder, and i was like "awww". he's on my brother's high school roller hockey team too, so imma be seeing a lot more of him (: i asked him if her was guna be okay, he helluh smiled and said yea. my brother's dad was helluh tryna get me to go out with him too. he was telling me that he's a freshman and he's half filipino, and comes from a good family, i helluh felt myself blush too! and Matt saw me too "/ he was smiling. erggh, i shouldn't even be like, blushing over matt wen i have a boyfriend anyway. idk, he's just so cute. i kinda have a little crush, but I'm trying to stop it cuhzz of izzy. we'll wait to see what happens (: mmk, well hopefully my break wont be boring. maybe pool party tmrw at ben +tenny's pool. hit me up, we'll make plans, mmk? alrite, well imma cut it here. kbyee.

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quick and easssyyy

be easy beezy =D AHA!


this one will be quick (: haha, kay, well this whole week i been sick and crippled and you know. school grades are dropping a little. helluh people are getting together. and yea. imma cut it here, and finish it later. kbyee.

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emergencyroom.

fuCc the players, my heart isn't ready for any new games.

Hi guyssss. Im still sick. yesterday was an okay day, i was having mood swings. and i think that b43 flirts too much with me, i don't like it cuhzz he knows i have a boyfriend, and i don't think its right. i heard we're getting a new student at our school, and they said he's helluh cute. ergghh, just what i need! a cute guy wen i have a boyfriend, whatever though, im happy (x haha yesterday i had a detention with mrs. zamudio for not doing my homework. what a beeezzyyy. hmm, today ima go watch fast and furious with my daddy-o. and also go to a party in south frisco. i kinda have a feeling that imma have a good day today. but i don't wanna get too sure,cuhzz then my hopes will like... fall. (x kay. well imma cut it here. kbyee.

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ooh la la

haha, im watching hannah montana and thats what she just said (: hahah. well anyways. im talking to joseph zamora, and i really miss his adorableness. but im not tryna get sucked back into his love spell. cuhzz im happy. erghhh. well today was pretty good, except after school. cuhzz angela costco left. me ben, babe, and andy ta-ta went to starbucks. my mom was being a bitch, and she ruined my mood. hmm, my days have been pretty boring the past week, and theres nothing to blog about. and today tri and decieJOY got together, and i MISSED IT ! ):< grrr. angela made me go with her to buy a drink. thats cute though. and i found out these other two people got together, and now everyone is like getting together. haha, angela and daniel are so freaking adorable. but daniel's weird (x haha no offense thouggh. oh chyeaaa. KAITLIN CAME TO VISIT! i was happy to see her. she's still the same, im glad she didn't change fareal. imma cut it here. kbyee.

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welcome to the golden state.

okay, today was pretty good, aside from the fact that i did completely terrible and i couldn't make any shots in the game. i know im not supposed to make excuses but i wasn't feeling very well, and im sick "/ im not going to school tmrw. cuhzz im HELLUH sick again, and my knee hurts really bad. babe wont go to school either cuhzz he's sick tooo (: oh well i really like playing for this new team, i play a lot, even though i don't do good on offense. i think its cuhzz im a good defensive player. valerie and me get lots of playing time. our coach is chill too. ergggh, i have nothing to say.

oh yea. well today this one person texted me outta nowhere tryna act like me and her were chill yaknoe? and then she was giving me all this kinnuh attitude acting like she was all that and shit. then she asks me outta nowhere this helluh personal question that she knows i don't like, so im just helluh irritated at this point. then i was like "what the fuck, where'd this come from" and then she was all like "well i did it" and then she put a stupid little smiley face and i was hecka mad and i said "its not something to be proud of. its nothing to brag about. ima helluh admit it makes girls slutty." and then she just made me hecka irritated acting like she's all proud and happy she got to do that one thing. well imma get heated offa this. so imma cut it here. kbyee.

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heartless.

mmk, well i havn't blogged in helluh long. and this blog is going to be dedicated to joseph anthony zamora. kay, well i kno i got with another guy but it doesn't mean im not guna care bout how other people treat you or if your hurt. i know that chu got with stephanie, and she probably got chu head over heels for her but i see that your hurt, and not as happy as you used to. i helluh want you to be happy, and i know we both made promises that should've never been made. you promised me we'd be together forever, but i know forever would end soon. i just hope your doing fine, and keeping your head help high, no matter if im in your life or not. just know that in a couple months you gon' see, you'll never find nobody better than me.


aiiitee. enough of the throwback. today was pretty good. field trip to Chabot Space & Science Center in oaktown. it was funny cuhzz me nd Pablo kept talking bout Methane Gas (X hahaha it comes out chur ass! i sat on the bus with Edgardo. he makes me laugh too. and then on the way back i sat next to josh. he made me feel depressed cuhzz he was depressed. and so yea. he might move back to P.I. ): fuccck. imma helluh miss him. alrite. i have nothing left to say. so imma cut it here. kbyee.

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