FAAAACKIT. =D

dont cry for a guy,
let a guy cry for you.
'cause girls give and forgive
but guys get and forget.

talking

okay, so late last night and super early this morning me and rose were talking about how we wanted good boyfriends. and how a bunch of guys dont care if they hurt you yaknoe? well yea. and now she's my boyfrieeend! LOL. but fareal. like my last post was about what i wanted in a guy, and i feel ike its a lot to ask forr? but whatevers. so me and rose made a deal that we'll try and find each other a boyfriend, a good one. so chyeeeeah. and then like, i cliked on rose's friend's on accident and then i saw this guy that looked cute yaknoe? so then i clicked on his profile and he was cute. i asked rose about him and she said that he's nice and stuff. i sent him a message and he is nice. i got over being shy and told him i thought he was cute and mhm. (: anyways. rose kept getting hurt by this guy named rex or reccs or whatever. and like i kept tryna tell her that he isnt good for her, and she should just get over him. then she said that she needed a girls day out, and i was like "ooohhh! lets go!" and yea. and i suggested that senior year me, valerie, rose, and courtney should go take a roadtrip somewhere. that'd be heCca fun fareaaals. and crazy too, cuhzz having all four of us together is all bad. LOL. hmm well ima cut it here, kbyee.

GHOSST.

READY.

BREANNA JOY MENDOZA LUCERO BAUTISTA CANCIAMILLA is finally ready for a REAL relationship. cuhzz i need a guy thats guna understand that i been put through helluh shit and i'm tired of it. i helluh want a guy that will understand im a busy girl, and basketball and valerie will always ALWAYS come first in my life. some guy that will not get jealous because i hang out with guys. he needs to understand that i will make him my world, and treat him like he should be treated. he's gotta be able to put a smile on my face whenever im sad NO MATTER WHAT. he needs to be able to understand that i get over emotional. he can't pms more than i do. I NEED a guy that i can take home to my family. a guy that wont purposely hurt me. a guy that my brother will always say he approves of. he needs to have a good style. and needs to be cute at least. he's gotta be athletic. and has to like basketball. he needs to love me unconditionally. and wont care about all of the bad things about me. he needs to be able to support me. and will be there for me through all the shxt i go through. he's gotta be the guy i can see myself walking and holding hands with. he's gotta be the guy whose lips fit perfectly with mine. and he has to be the one i can see myself next to, and feel like, "he's the one."



DREAM BIG RIGHT?! i wish there was really a guy like this.

ima cut it here. kbyee.

GHOSST.

lots.

i have manys to blog about.
but ima make these kinda short.


transformers is beast.
ummm, 3rd one better be helluh goooood. (:
i worked out for my first time today.
my dad enrolled me into gold's gym, and im happy.
cuhzz theres fine ass guys (:
i ran like 2.5 miles.


ima cut it here. kbyee.

GHOSST.

CHAMPIONSHIP!

oh boooy, my weekend was fuuuun.

friday:
valerie, my mom, mrs. Boyer[girrll], my gramma and i drove up to fre$no for the basketball tournament. we finally get to the hotel, and while valerie's mom is checking in, we find out they get put into the other building then our whole team, cuhzz they reserved the room later yaknoe? and then i got pissed cuhzz i wanted to be with the whole team and stuff. so my mom just asked if we could be in the other building with valerie. and then they said we could check saturday morning if there was any rooms available by our team. and chyeeea. me and valerie ended up getting joining rooms! hecka siCc (:

saturday: ate breakfast with valerie. $9.99 a freaking plate! geeez, so expensive foool! haha anywaays. we had two games. won them both, and we were heCca happy, cuhzz we were finally guna go to the championship! (: the games were fun. and me and valerie were almost late to the game! and i was so stressed out, so i didn't play well the first half. but the second game i though i did pretty well. hmm, then after the games we went back to the hotel and went swimming. and we had chicken fights! hahah, hecka fun though. me and courtney were UNDEFEATED in the chicken fights too. BEAST TEAM! hahah (: after everyone took a shower courtney, valerie, and rose hit up my room and got ready there. then our team went over to this park that had like rides, golf, and go karts. pretty sick. it was a golfland times 15 (x
we rode the go karts helluh times. and saw FINE ASS GUYS! i was like daaayum, im in fCcen HEAVEN! hahaha. me and valerie rode together this last time, and then courtney cut us off, and hit the front of our car, and me and valerie went SPINNING! LIKE 4 TIMES. valerie thought it was funny, esp cuhzz i screamed HAHAHA. whatever. i loved it thouggh. then we rode this boat ride that went upside down. it was hilarious. everyone felt someone spitting on them! LOL. and rose was screaming like she was pregnant or something. then we rode this little roller coaster that made a little boy cry. ): haha. after the park, we went to sonics and brought it back to the hotel. we had a good team bond thing. i love the samurai.

sunday: we won the championship game. and we were extremeeellyyy happy. we went to go have a celebrating father's day/win lunch. it was really fun being together again. and everyone wrote on eachothers car cuhzz they were dusty. i had a really good time in fresno. i wouldn't wanna leave the samurai for anything. everyone is so respectful and close to each other. i love it.

well thats my story of how my weekend went. it made me happy for once again.
so ima cut it here. kbyee.

GHOSST.

summernights.mp3

best song to listen to this weekend fa$hhooooo.

whas cracken guyss? kay well im in a better mood ever since 10:30 last night. started "talking talking" to kb! (: he's hellluhhh cute. we started off bad, but den he said he was pretty fuCced up, and i forgave him! j.alexander got all mad at me and shit cuhzz i think another guy is cute. i'm not loCced down, so i can do whatever the fuCc i want brehh! (x can't you tell i'm finally okay now?! well im helluh hyped up for fresno. leaving today. guna go up there with my best/sissterr. bonding time! finally. its about time, i missed her lately LOL. i'm tryna make this quick cuhzz i still gotta take a shower, do my hair, get ready, and PACK ALLA MY STUFF. without my mommy! its guna be tough. grrrr. oh! and my goal for the weekend is to stay chilled out during the tournament, and not let stuff get to me. ima relax and just do the best i can (: well i guess ima cut it here. kbyee.

GHOSST.

tycooninnn.

oh booyy. kay, ima try and sum up my past few weeks. well one of my helluh good ass friends, josh castro, got mad at me cuhzz i thought that his teammate was cute and stuff. i guess he got jealous or whatever. and he said that i never believe anything he says. it was just a big ass fight, and i couldn't stop crying over it. it hurt helluh bad to lose a friend like him. he meant so much to me yaknoe? well yea. its all gravy though, cuhzz we made up, and im HELLUHHH HAPPY. like you don't even know.

Thursday; 5-28-09

What a fun ass daaay. I had a few sips of SOME WEAK ASS BACARDI! shiieeet. but i also got to stog. Jessica and Christa got helluh TIPSY! it was super crazy. i had a stog and a half. cuhzz i shared with linda and deciejoooy. i didn't know decie smoked thouggh. crazy girl. aj also got buzzed, he put out my stogy too! it made me maad (x haha. b.villa and e.rodriguez have a thing, and its cute, but all bad in so many ways. i got super mad at christa cuhzz she was acting helluh crazy, but she barely even drank anything. not even a full cup. whatever thouggh, do whatever the fuck you want, just to fuck with my life. yadada? she also said something helluh fucked up to wingreg, which was something she helluh should'nt have said. but she was "tipsy", i guess. no excuse thouggh. haha oh yeaa, i was helluh stressing out that i was guna smell like stogys cuhzz my dad was guna pick me up (x and chyeeeeh.

Friday; 5-29-09

i love it, i love it (: BRANDYYYY, call me an alcoholic, but can you really blame me? ahaha, try it and you'll know. the brandy was pretty good. we mixed it with gatorade cuhzz we couldn't drink it straight since it was during school. i drank HELLLUHHH of it thouggh. i had a full bottle, then shared half a bottle with decie. were hecka bad(x haha. i was stressing out cuhzz i needed stogs. once i have one, i crave them the next day, and its all bad. i thought that day was helluh fun, but my head was killing me the whole sixth period. i was helluh dizzy, it wasnt even funny thouggh. josh was mad that i was drinking and smoking again cuhzz of him, so now i cud only do it around him "/. i was just happy he was my friend again. oh, and during sixth period me, nicole, kimberly, and samantha made signs. and the sign that pointed to me said "im with buzzed". nicole made it.

i think its safe to say im finally okay now. everything is all good except my grades, but ima make sure im guna get them up. im not really trippin. tomorrow i have my first showtime practice. 3 hours, FUUUUUN. i was held against my will to do showtime, but im just happy that i dont have to play for lady jammers. cuhzz jammers is gay, and me and valerie are together at least. we're a "package deal" (: kay, well im super tired. so ima cut it here. kbyee.

GHOSST.

Its not how big you are, its how big you play...

whas cracken aye?
OH BOOOOY, what a weekend. aha, i'll start off about saturday.

saturday, 5-16-09
kay, so saturday we drove up to sacramento for a Warlords tournament with the samurai. pretty fun i must say, we played our first game and beasteeed, then. once we played our second game, we let them beat us out, we lost the game, but we won the second half, if your affiliated with bball, you'd know what that means. then after, the team went back to the hotel, we got ready for the social, which is this dinner for all the teams in the tournament, INCLUDING THE GUY'S TEAMS (: and yea. valerie was irritated with her dad bkuhz he kept telling her to do stuff differently at the games. so for the first half of the second game, valerie wasn't playing well. so during half-time i told her to just play her game, because i know how good she is. i told her to just shake it off and don't worry bout what her dad says. then during the second half, valerie helluh beaaaa$$ted. i was so proud of her. weeelll anyways. me, valerie, rose, leslie, erin and kelli went to the social. btw, it was like 103 degrees in sacramento! craaaazy huh? so we were all wearing shorts and stuff (x all the guys kept looking at me, and i felt helluh awkward like wtf. cuhzz then i started turning helluh red and shit, and i was like OH NO! (x haha. then me and valerie saw casey and cody kitazumi. we said hi to casey and stuff. and i told valerie cody is hecka cute, hahaha and then she told me she used have a crush on him in like 5th grade. and we were helluh stressing out because we wanted to say hi. and we did everything we could to get valerie by cody, it was so pathetic. but of course, we didn't realize it at the time. so me and valerie were playing catch, and i threw the ball towards where cody was, but he never was the one to give the ball back. i thought it was pretty funny, cuhz valerie was hecka blushing and stuff. but when we were leaving i said hi to cody, and so did val. it was a really funny evening. i loved it, cuhzz i helluh bonded with my best friend (: and me and valerie decided we both have a crush on him, HAHA.

sunday, 5-17-09
theres not much to tell. we lost. i think R.R. is mad at me, and im really worried about CJ.R. drove home. kind of had a bit of tears. ate dinner with the family. everything is graaavy thouggh.

umm, school tomorrow. kind of sucks, but i wanna talk to C.R.
i guess ima cut it here. kbyee.

GHOSST.

LITCHES!

a.k.a little bitches. its a gramma & granddaughter thinggg.
get wit itttt.

Sac Town this weekend with Samurai basketball team.
Ready to beast. Hopefully Valerie can spend the night. "/

hit up the cell if you need something thougggh.
ima cut it here. kbyee.

GHOSST.

infatuated.. etc.

i wish i could put how i feel into words. but there'd be millions of words. im feeling all kinds of mixed feelings. i been trying to stop going on the computer lately, but i can't resist blogging. its the only way i get to express how i feel in a way i can't even explain. well lemme start with how i'm feeling bout i.g. since we stopped talking i miss him here and there, but i know i wont ever feel the same about him anymore. we talked this one day, and we haven't really talked since. i know he still likes me and everything, but i'm pretty sure me and him wont have the same strong connection and love that we had. when i see him, something in my mind tells me i miss him, and i still like him, but i'm tryna trust my heart, cuhzz if i listen to my mind, it'll play tricks on me, and i helluh don't want that to happen. out of everything thats been happening to me in the past MONTH AND A HALF i really wanna be done with guys. because all that happens is i get hurt, and i feel like im jumping guys too much now that i don't have a boyfriend to keep me on loCc yaknoe? sometimes i think about JZ, then IG, then MR, and it just keeps repeating, i end up crying and then its all bad. i wanna tell people i'm close with, it just seems like nobody understands how i'm feeling, i only tell Ben cuhzz he's the only one that actually cares, and doesn't act like its nothing new, sometimes i wanna tell BF but, she just tells me the same thing over and over, and idk. over the weekend CJR was talking to me, and telling me he liked me and stuff. he sweet talked me into everything. i got lost in his words. it was helluh sweet, and i thought to myself that it couldn't be true, cuhzz knowing his past, he's played many girls. he asked me if i thought he was that type of guy, i said yea, and he said he wasn't. for some reason i believe him. its just the sound of his voice, or the look he gives me when he tells me something. i know i fall too hard for guys, but what do you want me to do? at one point that happens to girls, and if it doesn't, then your probably gay or something. i really need to vent and stuff. i feel a lot better right now. but i still dunno. cuhzz like, yesterday i was crying cuhzz i though CJR was playing me, but i guess he wasn't. cuhzz i heard that he liked LN, and wanted to ask her to promotion. but i got over being a little pussy about it, and asked him myself, he said no, and i could kind of tell he wasn't playing yaknoe? ahhh, i feel much better. imma cut it here. kbyee.

GHOSST.

rose.

Derek Rose is so hott!!!! LMAO, and a beast ass baller.

hmm, i havn't blogged in a really long time, valerie said its not my thing, but i do like it, i like expressing my feelings. okay, well me and izzy broke up, im okay i guess. it was and awkward break up and both of us felt it coming. i was really losing feelings for him because of M.R. he led me on, and i feel like a dumbass. when a bunch of people were going to go to mc donalds i started crying, because i was really confused. and me and M.R. were walking back to school together, and he told me he like J.T. i was really more hurt then mad. now i feel like i'm the stupid one. he apologized to me and told me he would like me by the end of the week probably, i was just like, how stupid yaknoe? the next day i cried like in every period, cuhzz i couldn't stop thinking about him, i really fell for him, and i guess was part of the reason why i gave up my relationship with izzy. now i regret it. Thursday I found out that J.T. told B.N. that she could keep M.R. sitting with her the whole lunch, i was so mad, cuhzz she's a big flirt, and she's just playing M.R. she also has a boyfriend in the high school which makes everything worse. what a BEEZY! she makes me so mad. oh yea, and i told Mr. Suarez about everything, because i always tell him my problems, he gave me really good advice. I LOVE telling him things. well today i went looking for Promotion and Promotion Dance shopping with Nicole and Kimberly. we walked around the mall for a really long time, and we were stressed out, and tried on different stuff. we saw these three guys that were kinda cute. but like baby cute yaknoe? then while nicole and i were waiting with kimberly in the front, after kimberly left, this one guy was with his friend, and nicole said he was staring at me, and like, never took his eyes off me. he was really cute though. no lieee. (x i think he's a sophomore. who cares! then when me and nicole were waiting to get picked up, we saw the guy again, and he started staring again! nicole kept telling me to get his number, but thats hecka awkward. idk, i thought it was funny. alrite, well imma cut it here, im getting my hair done tomorrow. mmk, byee.

GHOSST.

updating.

okay, well imma try and make this one long just so i could make up for all the blogs i missed. well me and izzy are on a bumpy road right now, we went on a break for like a day, and i couldn't stand not having anything to do with him, so obviously were back together. i feel like were moving helluh fast yaknoe? so fast that its getting to the point i feel like im going to lose feelings. i really don't want that to happen because i really really like him... erggh. so frustrating. enough of that. me and Linda made up. she apologized first, but i never got back to her, then i realized holding grudges isn't all that good, and i don't like to do that, so i apologized. now it s'all gravy, yadada? angela costco and daniel truong got together like 1 or 2 weeks ago, their helluh cute too! haha. i saw markus taylan at the mall Friday! but we didn't really talk, all i said was hi and stuffs. my knee is still injured, i didn't even go to practice on sunday for Samurai. i think i hurt a ligament or something, whatever though, it doesn't hurt THAT bad. hmm, my brother had a game today, and they did helluh well, even though they lost. the referees made bullshit calls, but its okay. they had a good season. Matt Dizon. OMG, he's so freaking adorable NO LIE. he's got this like babyface its so cute! he's on my brother's Ice hockey team, and he got hurt during the game. he might of dislocated his shoulder, and i was like "awww". he's on my brother's high school roller hockey team too, so imma be seeing a lot more of him (: i asked him if her was guna be okay, he helluh smiled and said yea. my brother's dad was helluh tryna get me to go out with him too. he was telling me that he's a freshman and he's half filipino, and comes from a good family, i helluh felt myself blush too! and Matt saw me too "/ he was smiling. erggh, i shouldn't even be like, blushing over matt wen i have a boyfriend anyway. idk, he's just so cute. i kinda have a little crush, but I'm trying to stop it cuhzz of izzy. we'll wait to see what happens (: mmk, well hopefully my break wont be boring. maybe pool party tmrw at ben +tenny's pool. hit me up, we'll make plans, mmk? alrite, well imma cut it here. kbyee.

GHOSST.

quick and easssyyy

be easy beezy =D AHA!


this one will be quick (: haha, kay, well this whole week i been sick and crippled and you know. school grades are dropping a little. helluh people are getting together. and yea. imma cut it here, and finish it later. kbyee.

GHOSST.

emergencyroom.

fuCc the players, my heart isn't ready for any new games.

Hi guyssss. Im still sick. yesterday was an okay day, i was having mood swings. and i think that b43 flirts too much with me, i don't like it cuhzz he knows i have a boyfriend, and i don't think its right. i heard we're getting a new student at our school, and they said he's helluh cute. ergghh, just what i need! a cute guy wen i have a boyfriend, whatever though, im happy (x haha yesterday i had a detention with mrs. zamudio for not doing my homework. what a beeezzyyy. hmm, today ima go watch fast and furious with my daddy-o. and also go to a party in south frisco. i kinda have a feeling that imma have a good day today. but i don't wanna get too sure,cuhzz then my hopes will like... fall. (x kay. well imma cut it here. kbyee.

GHOSST.

ooh la la

haha, im watching hannah montana and thats what she just said (: hahah. well anyways. im talking to joseph zamora, and i really miss his adorableness. but im not tryna get sucked back into his love spell. cuhzz im happy. erghhh. well today was pretty good, except after school. cuhzz angela costco left. me ben, babe, and andy ta-ta went to starbucks. my mom was being a bitch, and she ruined my mood. hmm, my days have been pretty boring the past week, and theres nothing to blog about. and today tri and decieJOY got together, and i MISSED IT ! ):< grrr. angela made me go with her to buy a drink. thats cute though. and i found out these other two people got together, and now everyone is like getting together. haha, angela and daniel are so freaking adorable. but daniel's weird (x haha no offense thouggh. oh chyeaaa. KAITLIN CAME TO VISIT! i was happy to see her. she's still the same, im glad she didn't change fareal. imma cut it here. kbyee.

GHOSST.

welcome to the golden state.

okay, today was pretty good, aside from the fact that i did completely terrible and i couldn't make any shots in the game. i know im not supposed to make excuses but i wasn't feeling very well, and im sick "/ im not going to school tmrw. cuhzz im HELLUH sick again, and my knee hurts really bad. babe wont go to school either cuhzz he's sick tooo (: oh well i really like playing for this new team, i play a lot, even though i don't do good on offense. i think its cuhzz im a good defensive player. valerie and me get lots of playing time. our coach is chill too. ergggh, i have nothing to say.

oh yea. well today this one person texted me outta nowhere tryna act like me and her were chill yaknoe? and then she was giving me all this kinnuh attitude acting like she was all that and shit. then she asks me outta nowhere this helluh personal question that she knows i don't like, so im just helluh irritated at this point. then i was like "what the fuck, where'd this come from" and then she was all like "well i did it" and then she put a stupid little smiley face and i was hecka mad and i said "its not something to be proud of. its nothing to brag about. ima helluh admit it makes girls slutty." and then she just made me hecka irritated acting like she's all proud and happy she got to do that one thing. well imma get heated offa this. so imma cut it here. kbyee.

GHOSST.

heartless.

mmk, well i havn't blogged in helluh long. and this blog is going to be dedicated to joseph anthony zamora. kay, well i kno i got with another guy but it doesn't mean im not guna care bout how other people treat you or if your hurt. i know that chu got with stephanie, and she probably got chu head over heels for her but i see that your hurt, and not as happy as you used to. i helluh want you to be happy, and i know we both made promises that should've never been made. you promised me we'd be together forever, but i know forever would end soon. i just hope your doing fine, and keeping your head help high, no matter if im in your life or not. just know that in a couple months you gon' see, you'll never find nobody better than me.


aiiitee. enough of the throwback. today was pretty good. field trip to Chabot Space & Science Center in oaktown. it was funny cuhzz me nd Pablo kept talking bout Methane Gas (X hahaha it comes out chur ass! i sat on the bus with Edgardo. he makes me laugh too. and then on the way back i sat next to josh. he made me feel depressed cuhzz he was depressed. and so yea. he might move back to P.I. ): fuccck. imma helluh miss him. alrite. i have nothing left to say. so imma cut it here. kbyee.

GHOSST.

i hate this part

i like that song ^
overly obsessed ? (:
hahah well. i havn't blogged in helluh long, and its cuhzz i been busy tryna keep up on my homework and shit yknoe? and i have really good grades except my C in algebra. i'll get that up, no worries. hmmm, i don't have anything to say. oh yea, i hurt my knee, and im scared that i wont be able to play monday for march madness "/ i'll still play thouggh, cuhzz i got a brace, and i feel the support. i got new bras too (x hahah thought i should let everyone know, LMAO. hahah, practice was fun and easy today, i love the team, our coach is bomb. the mom of Courtney is tryna get me and Valerie to play for Metro. cuhzz we're tired of sitting on the bench for the Jammers. ergghh, im watching rob dyrdek's fantasy factory, so imma cut it here. kbyee.

GHOSST.

carebear.

dont ask, ^^ its a bryan and me thing (x
haha, well, new moon is pretty boring. im hoping edward comes back pretty soon, because im getting pretty annoyed how mostly the book revolves around jacob, even though i think that he's cute. hhah, erghhh, today was me and babe's one month (: i hit his balls like 3 times, it was pretty funny. and then eric ngo was talking about his dick, and i was like, eeeew yknoe? hahah. today went pretty well thouggh. tomorrow is the first day of march madness, hell yeaaaah (: i have a pretty bomb ass team, i think its me, raymond, josh richards, josh castro, adrianne causing, and adrian drop, idk who the last person is, but whatevs. hmmm, i really have nothing else left to say. so imma cut it here. kbyee.

GHOSST.

new moon.

okay.so i found out that the movie twilight came out friday.
well anyways. i wanna cut this short, because im watching twilight right now (x

hahah my brother is watching it with me and is like "im team edward (: "
i was like wtf?! hahahahah

okay today im helluh sore because i had practice, and he made me run, LIKE HELLUH. but whatever, no pain, no gain. imma cut it short.
oh yea! babe is back from santa cruz! (: but im kinda mad that he hung out with his cousin and her friends that are barely older than him "/

whatever though, he told me he'd never hurt me, mentally or physically. okay imma cut it here.kbyee.

GHOSST.

shake it like jello

make the boys say hello,
cuhzz they know im rockin the beaaaat.
alrite, i officially have time to make up for missing a bunch of blogs, i've been too busy doing my homework, and reading twilight. omg, EDWARD CULLEN IS FUCCEN SEXY DUUUUDE! valerie is right! im in love with him now. he's so romantic and touching, such a freaking gentleman too! hahah im so obsessed now, im like, ga-ga over him (x.
im watching the shark's game, its 2-1 Sharks. not over yet thoughh. im excited to get new moon today! and i can't wait til the Twilight movie comes out, cuhzz i helluh wanna watch it. I never would've guessed that i'd be obsessed over a romance novel. and i read the first chapter of new moon, and OMG, im so anxious to read it! haha omg, the sharks just scored like 2 goals back to back. but now jodi shelley just got a penalty for hitting a guy in the face. hahaha (: i love the sharks even if they suck sometimes. oh yea! i got three new pairs of shoes! =D i got jordan ones, black and white polka dotted. black and white+purple six rings, and new dunks that are helluh colors! im at like 52 pairs of shoes now. lollll. im never selling them fashoooo. kay wellll. ima cut it here. kbyeee.

GHOSST.

twilight?

okay, im officially obsessed with twilight. all valerie's fault, because she doesn;t become obsessed easily, and she told me how good of a book twilight is. so i wanted to read it. okay, well i need to hurry up and finish, cuhzz i wanna read it right now (x
kay so today was pretty gay. me and babe were fighting, but we talked it out, i cried, but nobody knows til probably now. hmm, well i found out that one of my homegirls is falling for another guy, and she's been with her bf for 8 months. pretty fucced right? she told him that she needed his love, but i was like "well, she says that she needs your love, but is it the only love she neeeds" and he sed i made a good point. urgghh, i played 2 on 2 with valerie, jeffrey, and adrian, me and valerie won (x
it was helluh funny though cuhzz jeffrey did all the work why adrian just stood there like a dumbass. well imma cut it here. kbyeee.

GHOSST

JIZZZZ!

jiz is officially my new favorite word (x
besides ; CRRRAHH !
hahah im a bad girl, i got sent to ms.lee's office ! hahahaha. it was cuhzz i lost my temper and went off ayla. i dont know who the fuck snitched, but whatever thouggh. ms.lee is actually kind of nice. and she said that im like how she used to be, like always yelling at people and going off on them. hmm, but other than that today went very well. i just got finished drinking my white gummy ! damn that shit is HELLUH gooood. i kinda want a philly cheese steak. like i saw one, and it looked so damn good no lie. ergghhh, today babe hit me with the ball ): but then ronnie hit him, so its all gravvyyy. i got my cod5 back today! gosh, i couldn't stand not playing, and thats the first time i ever felt that way, yaknoe? i hope valerie joins the samurai, because it just wouldn't be the same without her. we're like a package deal. and +it'll be the theesome again! [GET YOUR MIND OUT THE FUCCEN GUTTER]. Me, kelli, and valerie! i helluh miss that. well, ima cut it right here, kbyee.

GHOSST.

samurai.

i know i just blogged earlier, but i have to make up for all the days i didn't blog. (: alright, so me and my mom +paul brought coco to go get a haircut, she was helluh shaking, and she kept going to me (: haha, then we left for my brother's game. they lost 6-1, badass lost fareal. i think its cuhzz me and my mom weren't there in the beginning, but its all paul's fault, he had to get coco a stupid collar -__- hmm, well chyea. then i went to my daddy's, and i did my homework, I REALLY DID, and theeeen, i watched what i like about you for about an hour, i LOVE that show. hmm, oh yea. ms.lani called my padre to tell him to have me check out this one asian team called the samurais. i really like tha coach, cuhzz he's helluh funny and helluh nice. he joked around with me a lot. i also like the team. kelli is on it, and it'll be fun to be on the same team as her again, and if valerie joins, then it'll be the three of us again, we used to be helluh close no lie. but chyea, i dressed in jeans and a sweat shirt, cuhzz i didn't know he was guna have me practice. he had me shoot a little bit to help them with their boxing out. i shot like 3 airballs, but i think its cuhzz i wasn't in comfort, and i was dressed in jeans. but yea. he told me im good too (: aha, well they basically offered me a spot on the team, and ima for sure join their team, cuhzz i really feel the chemistry yaknoe? and +their hellluhhhh good. fareal. the point guard courtney is a good ass ball handler, and so are the twins crystal and candy. well yea. ima go watch glory road. so i'm going to cut it here. kbyee.

GHOSST.

okaaay

mmk, ima make this kinda short, even though i havn't blogged in a long time. i gotta get ready to go out diff. places. okay well this weekend was pretty boring except saturday, because i went to alana's cotillion. it was helluh nice i have to admit, they spent helluh money and shit on it! and i got to see my brother dress up in purple and dance the waltz (x haha hmm, oh yea well friday was a long day. stupid ayla started a bunch of bullshit with me so you already know damn well that ima thrown down if anyone starts shit. then she started telling people that she wants to fight me, so right then i was bout to fuck that bitch up for lipping like that, but aubri made me promise that i can't fight. so now i can't fuck her up -__- whatevers though, i didn't wanna put her in the hospital anyways. hahah. alrite i have nothing else to say really, and i gotta get ready to go bring coco to get a haircut, then go to my brother's game, then go to my daddy's. so ima cut it here. kbyee.

GHOSST.

teal.

sharks finally won.
5-4 in ot, christian erhoff is a beast ass defensemen.

i was in a helluh bipolar mood today. like at the beginning of the day, i was helluh happy, and then lunch came around, idk, like i was by izzy and like somehow he made me mad or whatevers. then from there i was all sitting down on my own, not laughing or talking to anyone except christon and ronnie. ronnie made me laugh a lot, like always. its just this effect he has on me (x haha well yea, i was sad in 5th period, i crossed out izzy's name on my hand, i never did that before, i didn't know what was going on myself. and then once sixth period came around i was happy, cuhzz i didn't have to do shit yaknoe? i was helluh bout to ditch, but i didn't because i wanted to walk around with kimberly. then i chilled a little bit with aj. then i finally went to the office to go kick it with cynthia. and yea. i also got a detention today for no spelling/ vocab book. stupid mrs.tam is a bitch. babe lied to her telling her that he didn't have it just so he'd stay in there with me (: i thought that was nice. hmm, ohh yea. kirsten was helluh yelling at mrs. tam today! it was fuccen hilarious dude. she was hecka talking back. it reminded me of how me and ryan wilcox used to yell at ms. han (x hahaha, aite, i'll probably blog later. so ima cut it here. kbyee.

GHOSST.

OMFG, STUPID BS!

fuccen bullshit dude. my day just got ruined officially at 9:45. can someone please tell me what the true definition of best friend is?! i am completely tired of all this fuccen shit going down with her, i sware to god. okay, so like i find out from ben that him and this one girl kiss on friday. and im like wtf yaknoe? cuhzz thats her first kiss. we spent the whole weekend together, and she can't even tell me this helluh important thing! she can bother telling me all this shit she doesn't like about me, but she can't tell me one of the most important things in her life? im just so hurt that i have to find out important shit from other people, im just through with all the bullshit. i need people to help me through it.
cutting it here. kbyee.

GHOSST.

Step Up

Guys, i officially think that Channing Tatum is helluh cute. (x


Well yesterday i watched coach carter right, and i thought that channing tatum was cute. and thennn, i watched step up today, and then i thought that channing tatum was HELLUHHH CUTE! hahaha, this is truly the only celebrity i think is helluh cute, no lie. oh yea, and i think that Angelina Jolie is helluh pretty (:
Yesterday i watched watchmen with valerie. hahah "im going to watch-men". hahah, had to be there. oh yea "i don't look like bread, but i get dough " haha. BESTFRIEND MOMENTS (x well anyways. watchmen had bad naked parts to it. valerie kept covering her eyes. and yea, earlier that day she brought me these helluh good ass sandwiches from frisco that we always go to when were up there. today i went to my brother's hockey game, it was a helluh good game. even though my brother played bad and they lost. whatevers thoughh. then i kicked back for a while. then went to my mom's bf's house to eat barbecue. watched wanted on blue ray. then thats when i watched step up and saw channing tatum (: ahah, then my mom took me to homie's house for ufk kick back, FINALLY, havn't seen them in helluh long. now im home. BORED. oh yea the stupid time changed, now i have to go to bed earlier! jeeez. dammit, babe doesn't feel good ): i told him to go rest, and he did, now i wont talk to him. urrghh. well ima go shower, so ima cut it here. kbyee.

GHOSST.

beautiful soul.

your the one i wanna chase,
your the one i wanna love,
i wont let another minute go to waste,
i want you and your beautiful soul.

i love that song (x
i had saturday school today -__- but i have to actually admit thast it was fun. mr kopplinger let us talk a lot, and he let us chew gum
but he kept giving people a bunch of warnings, he kicked taijae out, i felt helluh bad. and then taijae told me about how helluh people are gunna front this one girl who backstabbed nancy. helluh people were at saturday school. lets see, umm, patrick obrian. gina taylor. pablo. ventor. franz. marcello. anna. jessica balili. kirsten. taijae. kristina. dj. and a bunch of other people. hmm, i beat babe one on one in COD5 =D twice! UHHH SON! haha. he got murked (x hmm, i watched coach carter today! I HELLUH LIKE THAT MOVIE. too bad theres no cute guys in that movie. only channing tatum, and its when he was young haha. i wish i would never have a coach like coach carter, cuhzz he makes them do heeeellluhh push-ups and suicides. i wouldn't last one bit. haha. dude im kinnuh pissed right now. im texting stupid izzy, and he was like "babe" and i said "yea" then he was like "thats what she said" and i was like, "wow" and then he said "yea", and then i said "oh, so your cheating on me er what" then he was like " maybe, just kidding". then all thats going through my mind is like wtf yaknoe? cuhzz you don't say that shit, esp. to me. cuhzz i been cheated on by someone i helluh loved. i guess im just helluh scared and sensitive when it comes to shit like that. but then i said wtf, and he said "jk babe, i would never do that to you" and then i said thats what all guys say, then he was all "not me im not like those guys" but then again, thats what helluh guys say too. but i know that he wont do that to me, i dont even know why im trippin. ergghh, i feel depressed right now, i dont even know why, i think its cuhzz im listening to a bunch of breakup/love songs. whatevers thoughhh. hmm, i think i should get ready. i might go with valerie to the movies to go watch watchmen. errggh, i wanted to go out with ufk today, but mom wouldn't go for it. we havn't had a "family" get together in a long ass time. im texting kellie! i hecka miss her, we havn't talked in forevers.
OMG, i think i actually have two favorite songs! haha, i like freeze by tpain and chris brown[fagg/abuser]. AND i also like this one christina milian song that i wont mention because of biters (: haha im cutting it here. kbyee.

GHOSST.

URGHH.

UGH. i feel so shitty right now, even though i had a helluh good day, esp. with the little cousin and gramma. i feel like im getting close to like a bunch of people, but then i feel like im drifting from one of my CLOSEST homegirls. before she got with this one guy, we were like, helluh chill and stuff. we had no arguments, nada. and then once she gets with him everytime its just me and her, were all good yaknoe? but then once were around everyone at school, she's all fucced up, and always saying something mean to me. then like one day she starts judging me, telling me all these things she thinks about me, and im like, um alrite? i guess? and like, i know her being my best friend means being completely honest with each other, but like, coming at me like that ain't koo. i felt helluh hurt. and like i havn't been chilling at the "trees" lately cuhzz i don't wanna be there, i feel helluh out of place because somehow she makes me feel that way. so then i just go chill with ben on the basketball courts, cuhzz he always makes me feel happy, and always makes me laugh. but i just don't know what to do bout her because im helluh coo with her and all, and i don't wanna fucc up our relationship. even though its basically already going down the gutter. and like, now i feel like she tells helluh people things, and doesn't tell me. i feel like were not even best friends anymore, like wtf yaknoe? urrgghh. well i'm venting to nancy bout it monday anyways, she always knows what to do. imma cut it here. kbyee.

GHOSST.

like a drug, make me so HIGH

babyyourtheone.mp3<3
completely in love with that song, TOO BAD YOU DUNNO THE PERSON!
=D

today was FUNNY AS FUCK IN DETENTION. haha we heard ebony and taijae talking outside bout people saying "nigga".it was pretty funny. and then amber was getting all pissed off at christian. and then my stupid boyfriend had detention with me too. hmm, today was a really good day. christa jean and me had a helluh deep talk during our science trimester exam. i feel helluh honored that she trusts me enough to tell me this one thing. then nancy<3 omg, i feel helluh bad for her. she got backstabbed DEEEP. i really need to vent bout this one thing, but like, the people i wanna vent to are people who i can't vent to. im so caught up right now. hmm, okay. well today during sixth period nicole finally told me everything thats been going on with her the past few days, because we havn't really had a one on one talk in a super long time, and her life is filled with excitement. im just happy she's finally doing well. me and kimberly are getting closer now cuhzz of sixth period. i like it. hmm, imma cut it here. kbyee.

GHOSST.

if i were a boy

i'd have a larger penis then ben. haha, today after school, me and ben were walking in the mulberry, and then he was like, "lets have a contest to see who can say penis the loudest" so i said alrite. and then like, we saw izzy, and then ben said penis, HELLLUHHH LOUD. like fareal. then like stupid izzy started saying it (x i was like what retards. and ben obviously said penis the loudest. haha oh yea! LICKY LICKY LICKY LICKY LICKY! HAHA, the things me and ben come up with!<3 best friend bonding like whaaaa. haha today when my brother was taking me and my cousin halle to mc donalds, then like, we saw mitchell! he's this one guy that me and halle met when we were walking to my house from school. he's hecka cute though, and halle told him! hahah. but yea, we were helluh laughing cuhzz were retards like that. +when erika came home from school we played rockband, and we were ROCKING OUT LIKE HELL DUDE. we recorded videos and errything. and halle learned how to play the drums, hilarious thouggh. hmm, i think today was a good day actually. i apologized to justin and it felt helluh good to hug him again. (: i missed talking to him a lot. thug figga and g figga are officially back to being FIGGAS. <3 hmm, i didn't talk to izzy all day, idk why, i think i was kinnuh avoiding him, but i didn't mean to. hmm, im listening to booty music (x haha, this song reminds me of my brother, cuhzz he always sings it. danngg, i have nothing to say right now. OH YEA! the stupid ass sharks lost to the dallas stars last night ]:< i was like wth dude! but i was happy because i got a black armor sharks jersey wih my last name and pavelski's number on it (: i was HELLUH FUCCEN HAPPY. even though it was helluh money. s'all good thouggh. omg, im watching the warriors lose against the bulls right no, they got murked. but derrick rose on the bulls is pretty cute i'd like to say myself (: ahah, well yea, the warriors just lost. whatever thouggh. I STILL BELIEVE, cuhzz i think that they will make play-offs next year, cuhzz now they got monta and bellinelli all next season!
alrite. imma cut it her. kbyee.

GHOSST!

cant help but wait.

SUP BEEEZZY. i had a good day today. minus the test taking part, it was pretty gay i'd say myself (x haha, so yeaa. im here with my cousin halle anne. haha today i made my brother and halle meet my boyfriend. he was helluh nervous, well it seemed like it. hmm, today i got detention from mrs.tam. i wasn't as mean as i would be if she gave me a detention. i didn't really get mad, cuhzz i knew that i was out of uniform. SPEAKING OF UNIFORM, my mom hasn't gotten it yet! ERGGHH, she has to meet with the stupid VP Ms. Lee. whatevers though, as long as i get it, i can't stand uniform any longer, FAREAL. today i spent lots of time with babe. he's so gay. it was freakin pouring down fuccen rain! and then he was all like "DUDE ITS SPRINKLING, WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT!" i was like wth is wrong with you child. GEEZ. hmm, anywaaays. i'm watching my brother play oblivion.

hah, idk i keep discontinuing typing. and then i have to start talking bout something else (x stupid sharks lost today to the Dallas Stars. i think its cuhzz Nabokov the goalie wasn't in. and +there were helluh fights too. Ryan Clowe wanted to fight Steve Ott, but he couldn't risk getting suspended since joe pavelski got taken out of the game for supposidly "HEADBUTTING" when he didn't do shit. dumb ass refrees. hmm, well i just got home from watching the game at my mom's bfs house. i took a shower, and now here i am blogging. well my internet is being a little fuckwhole, so imma cut it here. kbyee.

GHOSST.

down for you.mp3

Baby you know that I'm down for you
Keep that on the low when you're with your crew
Cuz I know how you feel when it's me and you
Cuz baby you know that I'll hold it down for you
No need to trip when you're with your friends
Cuz you aint gotta hug me or hold my hand
Baby I'm grown so I understand
Cuz baby you know that I'll hold it down for you


BUH-LOOWWN NIGGASAUCE!
whascrackenaye? damn im helluh bored. today was pretty fun though. chilled with my babylove afterschool. today 4 damn guy's held my boyfriend's hand right in front of me. i was like wth! it was funny though. and then he kept airballing(: haha. hmm, idk what to say. im just pretty like, wordless right now. stupid ben[mine REAL guy best friend] is IMing me, telling bout how is mom is annoyed with him that he keeps bothering her bout his phone. im helluh happy, i get a uniform waiver, i know its the end of the school year, but i can't stand being in uniform any longer, fareaal. hmm, anyways. im watching wanted right now. i love this movie. it has angelina jolie in it (x haha. every movie that i watch makes me wanna watch transformers more and more. i have no idea why, but chyeeeaa.
well i know i typed this yesterday. i just got too lazy to post (:
kbye.

GHOSST.

smokinnn

CRACK IF YOU DON'T THINK THE WARRIORS CAN MAKE PLAYOFFS NEXT YEAR (:

PENISSS! everytime i see or hear that word i think of babe (x haha cuhzz he laughs everytime i say it, he said i say it funny -__- haha whatever. i helluh miss him though "/ he's in reno, and i havn't texted him since friday, i know its just yesterday, but we talk everyday. i think i'm kind of obsessed. LOL. who cares though! he offered for me to go to reno with him, but i don't think my parents would even think about letting me go. fudgeface dude. the sharks lost today, and everytime i'd hear milan michalek's name, i'd think of babe, cuhzz thats his favorite player ): jeeez, i helluh need to talk to him, fasst. well. anyways, back to the sharks, they gave montreal a 3-0 lead in the freaking first period, num nuts right? but then like, i guess their coach probably gave them a big ass talk in the locker room, cuhzz when the 2nd period began, they scored 2 goals in 40 seconds. pretty amazing, but they still couldn;t come back, cuhzz they were probably tired. hmm, i think the warriors won last night, i'm not sure, i hope so. oh yea, i watched street fighter 2 last night, i kept going to sleep because my head hurt SUPERDUPER bad, like im not even kidding, it never hurt that bad before. oh yea, bestfriend valerie came with us too. and when we went to Texas Roadhouse, we ordered the exact same thing, and our waiter was like "you guys do everything together huh?" and when he brought out our drinks, he'd bring me and valerie's at the exact same time, what a faggg. haha jk(: well yea. i'm helluhhh sick, like i'm not even kidding, i was so sick earlier, i was num waist below, and i slept for like 3 hours after i woke up. im with my dad, and todays my mommy's bday. HAPPY BDAY MOMMY! well yea, she was trying to convince me to go to emergency, cuhzz i could barely walk, and my temperature was almost to 100. errgh, im kinda mad right now, cuhzz some girl, but whatever, fucc herrr. (: CRIP CUHZZ! haha jkjk. i havn't said that in helluh long. well ima cut this now, my hands hurt. oh yeaaa! me, valerie, and nancy are guna go watch transformers2! (: cuhzz we're coolsauce like daaat. (: were prolly guna watch it in IMAX theaters, cuhzz its like, a big ass screen yaknoe? well kbyeee!GHOSST.

f-u-c-k

shark's lost.

hmm, today was satisfying. i'm happy, and i don't have many complaints. stayed after school with angela, edgardo, and babe. <--haha we held hands too (x then my brother picked up me and angela. took us to 7eleven, then went to the library. we didn't even do any work! haha, we ended up playing cards with nancy, adrian, decie, and leslie. we were playing spoons, then i guess we got too loud, and this stupid lady told us "this isn't a place for you to play" and i was like, "dumb bitch" and then she sed something else, but whatevers. we got too loud, so then we went to the roof, well not really the roof, its the top of the parking garage. hmm, what else? oh yea, when i got home, i myspaced. fixed my blog layout. then went to eat sushi with mommy. i saw cj reyes. and when i left, he texted me "damn you looked good", i was like wtf? haha, then when me and my mom got home, my grandma was yelling at Coco, telling her that she wants to kill coco, and i was yelling at my grandma, and my stupid grandma was saying that coco keeps ripping the carpet and shit, and that this is her first warning, and the next time it happens she's guna kill coco. then i started yelling at her again, cuhzz she's the one who got coco in the first place right? but whatever, she won't kill coco, and if she does imma bitch slap her all the way back to the fuccen phillipines. fareeeal. well im out.

GHOSST.

2239

HELLO GUYS! im helluh happy, cuhzz finally izzy asked me out today after school (:
it was hecka awkward though cuhzz me and him were standing next to each other, and angela pushed everyone away just so he could ask me out, i thought it was super cute how he asked though. i didn't think he was guna ask, cuhz yea. i was like "YOU PUSSIED OUT!", then he was like "No i didn't!", then i was like "your mean!" then i started to walk away, then he grabbed me from behind then was holding me and was like "will you go out with me?" and i was like "yea" with a big ass smile, and he was like " are you sure?" and i was like "haha, yea" and he sed "alrite". then stupid boy had to go to detention -__- wow. haha i thought it was helluh cute though. then everyone was like "aw !" haha, i was blushing i think, cuhzz i felt myself turning helluh red! well yea, that was the best part of my day. i couldn't wait to blog about it, cuhzz i'm happy i'm his and he's mines. he told me that we're guna be together for a helluh long time, and imma take his word for it, cuhzz i could tell he wasn't lying. i know i say this a lot, but i really do wanna be with him for a long time.
okay, this is for _ _ _ _ _

errgggh, i know you like him and all, but like, i really like him, and he told me he really likes me. i asked him if he liked yoou, and he sed "hell no". so whatever, get mad, i really don't care. just don't do anything to fuCc up our relationship. i kind of feel bad, for liking him, but i know i shouldn't. i'm not gonna let you be in the way of what i want. so do whatever, come see me if you want, but he doesn't like you. sooorry =D

well imma do all the hw i can, im waiting for adrian to bring me my binder.
oh yea, i had fun with my cousin halle today! (: we laugh too much.


GHOSSST.

SMAACK.

hello bitches and h0es! today was full of excitement,
SIKE. hahah only starting at 10:00 til the end of the game.
ANYWAYS. i went to my brother's game today at 10. and then like, it was a helllluhhh good game. except the fact that my brother didn't score this game, and the REFEREE'S SUCKED BALLS! they were not calling SHIT! there was hooking, the other team's stupid goalie was cross-checking, and there was tripping and a bunch of other shit. so like the other team was mad that we kept checking them. and like one guy fuccen hit my brother, and knocked him over the bench. i got helluh mad yaknoe' cuhzz thats my brother, and your not supposed to do that shit. so i started yelling, and yea (: but then like, the other team started a fight with our team captain, like wtf right? so then there was this helluh big fight, some stupid guy on the other team got off the bench and started fighting, then one player from our team and the other team got ejected, cuhzz yea, its a hockey rule, 3rd man in. so theeeen, after that we started winning, like 5-4 and then like, the ref's still weren't calling shit, and they BARELY tried stopping the big fight, what dumbasses, idk where they found these stupid ref's but anyways. hmm, oh yea, at the end of the game, they HAD to shake hands, i was like "they shouldn't even shake hands, that was a dirty ass game" and then every one looked at me (x haha, well then once they were all leaving the ice, the other team was jumping our captain, and then my brother was trying to pull them off, but then some stupid dad of the other team pulled my brother off, and then my brother cut his arm, i was bout to smack somebody. i was helluh mad. but yea. that was the excitement. oh yea, school is tmrw, gotta get my grades up, imma get serious now. =D
haha i'll try.
well i;m talking to izzy. so gnite!



GHOSST!

BANDWAGON BEEZYYSS

i forgot to say i hate those stupid people who only like the sharks cuhzz they got good, or because their from san jose, or cuhzz their our only good bay area team!
[besides the lady jammers!]

ERGGGH, well yea, fuck all those girl's who wear shark's stuff and don't even watch the games, or don't even know their team captain, OR DON'T KNOW WHAT RANK THEY ARE IN THE WEST.
hmm, i feel all heated now cuhzz i talked about bandwagon sharks, haha gnite guys.



GHOSTT.

HAPPY 18TH CUMPLEANOS CJ & CARLEA

I know i havn't blogged in a while, its cuhzz i been busy.
ima make this one short and simple, with all the highlights of my day.
well today was cj & carlea's bday, and their 3 year anniversary. +mariel's bday.
happy bday and anniversary guys.
today the shark's won, 3-1, jeremy roenick played. then the warriors beat the hornets.
i went to cj's Cday luncheon at P.F. Chang's, boy that shit was HELLUH good.
theeen, went home to watch the sharky game. then got ready for lea's bday party.
i freaked when i heard my brother brought rockband 2 and OUR xbox to the house in morgan hill. like wtf right?
cuhzz i couldn't play xlive. then these little kids made the xbox show system error, so i was like,
BETTER NOT BREAK THAT SHIT, I WILL SMACK THE SHIT OUTTA YOUR ASS.
while i was at my BROTHER'S GF'S party, he was driving up to morgan hill with jesse and alla his little homies.
ummm, he took FOREVER, like 3 hours, cuhzz he left carlea's card in milpitas. like wow. i was like, DUMBASSS! (x
and THEN his stupid friend's got lost, WHEN THEY WERE FOLLOWING SOMEONE, dumbasses. ERGGH.
and all of carlea's family was waiting on cj and his friend's to cut the cake, but we did it w/o them.
and once we did, they walked in like 5 minutes later. so yea.
and we went home. so yeaaa.
oh yea, we also got carlea a new camera.

hahah, i know it didnt end up being short, and i feel bad, cuhzzz im not talking to izzy, and i'm on the phone with him
(: sorry izzyyyy! haha, and all thats stuck in my mind is "I REALLY WANNA KISS YOU, BUT I CAN'T RIGHT NOW SO BABY KISS ME THROUGH THE PHONE"
hahaha, i wonder (:


haha good night guys.
and happy bday, cj, carlea, and mariel.
+happy anniversary cj and lea.

GHOSSST!

i like penis! =D

don't ask, ^ izzy told me to put it, FAGGGG. [haha, jk! i love him (: ]
SHARKY'S WON TODAY =D! 4-2!
*AND AGAIN, i hate the BANDWAGON sharks.
stupid beezies only like the sharks cuhzz they got good, or cuhzz they're from San Jose.
fuCc those fake ass sharks fans.

okaaay, now back to being nice (: hmm, well today i went to valley fair. and i was dizzy and had a headache. my gramma took forever picking out what she wanted, so me and my mom went to go look at shoes and stuff. my brother found his gf and, she was looking for shoes for the party on saturday. well, my brother, his gf, her mom, and me were all sitting down, and yeah. den wen my gramma was done, like 3 kajillion hours later, i wanted to go to wet seal, but we didn't bkuhZz my mom wanted me to ask my daddy-o. den we went home. then me and my brother played halo3 for a with markus and his friends. then we went to my mommy's bf's house to go watch the sharks game. HELLUH FIGHTS ON THE REAL. and then we saw like this thing that the sharky's were going to be in milpitas, i helluh wanna see joe pavelski! cuhzz i want his autograph ): hmm, well imma cut this nooow.


GHOST BEEEZY.

goin' crazy?

AHHH, yesterday i couldn't post a blog, cuhzz our internet was all reatarded! I WAS PISSSSED. Hahaha, im addicted to blogging like i used to be addicted to myspace. boy, i send like 200 text messages a day now! LOL, blame it on izzy! HAHA, oh yeah, just yesterday i found out that one song that says "A-A-A-A-A-ALCOHOL BABY" isn't called alcohol baby! (x haha its called Blame It. i felt heCca stupid though! man, yesterday i was on xbox live for like, 5 or 6 hours. GUESS WHY! because izzy! HAHA. obsessed? nahh. =D In a little bit, tha Warriors play the Lakers! But they have Monta! woohoo! I know that they'll lose, but i know they wont get murdered. Hahah, if the Lakers lose, thats such a humiliation. [HOWEVER you spell it]. FUDGESICLES, my internet is being gay. hahah, if you read my other blogs, you will find that i am SUPER random, (: whatever though, its a blog. hmm, imma cut it here, i gotta go fix my Myspace.


GHOSST!

urgh, bored.

im bored -__- stupid coco just bit me, helluh hard! dumb hoe. oh yea, DUDE, that one new movie on disney channel is boring! SUCH A FREAKING DISSAPOINTMENT. i wanna watch HSM3, don't laugh, cuhzz i liked tha other ones too! man, i send like 6,000 text messages a month (x thank god for unlimited. haha, my back hurts. this is the most random blog ever though huh? i hate myspace now, its so boring. i want a new xboxlive card dude! DAMN! i probably suck at COD5 now, and Rockband2. My finger hurts helluh bad, its like bleeding inside. DUDE, THE FREAKING SHARKS LOST LIKE 3 GAMES IN A ROW! wtf is wrong with them! JEEEZ! its probably cuhzz they dont have jeremy roenick. this reminds me, yaknoe those people who like, wear a bunch of sharks shit? they piss me off. the only reason why they wear it is cuhzz the sharks are from SANJO, and are our only good bay area team, besides the CFC LADY JAMMERS (: well yea, those stupid beezies piss me off helluh frikkin bad fareal. hmm, this is getting pretty long, so imma cut it. bye guys! =D

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Hahah, well, VALERIE, my best friend told me to make a blogger, so I did. This is my first post, and i dont even know what i should write (x Hmm, well i went to L.A. this weekend, for a basketball tourney. It was helluh fun. Even though we lost our last game to the Corona Diamonds, DUMB BEEZIES! (: haha just kidding, they were good though. Hmm, my mom and valerie's mom was being helluh over protective. Oh yea! I watched Friday the 13th, but my best friend valerie wouldn't watch it, so she watched "He's Just Not That Into You", she said it was good. But Friday the 13th was okay. We laughed more than we got scared, thats for sure. HAHA! And while we were watching the movie, these guys walked passed us, and Julia screamed! It was HILARIOUS, people were hecka laughing at her. Oh yeah, the whole time i was in L.A. i was texting izzy! Cuhzz i miss him hecka much! and we havn't seen each other since passing on Friday! ): WHATEVER! lol, i'll see him maybe this week. Errr, well i'm going to go read Confessions of a Shopaholic! HAHA, its a good book arite? haha, gnite.