i hate this part

i like that song ^
overly obsessed ? (:
hahah well. i havn't blogged in helluh long, and its cuhzz i been busy tryna keep up on my homework and shit yknoe? and i have really good grades except my C in algebra. i'll get that up, no worries. hmmm, i don't have anything to say. oh yea, i hurt my knee, and im scared that i wont be able to play monday for march madness "/ i'll still play thouggh, cuhzz i got a brace, and i feel the support. i got new bras too (x hahah thought i should let everyone know, LMAO. hahah, practice was fun and easy today, i love the team, our coach is bomb. the mom of Courtney is tryna get me and Valerie to play for Metro. cuhzz we're tired of sitting on the bench for the Jammers. ergghh, im watching rob dyrdek's fantasy factory, so imma cut it here. kbyee.

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carebear.

dont ask, ^^ its a bryan and me thing (x
haha, well, new moon is pretty boring. im hoping edward comes back pretty soon, because im getting pretty annoyed how mostly the book revolves around jacob, even though i think that he's cute. hhah, erghhh, today was me and babe's one month (: i hit his balls like 3 times, it was pretty funny. and then eric ngo was talking about his dick, and i was like, eeeew yknoe? hahah. today went pretty well thouggh. tomorrow is the first day of march madness, hell yeaaaah (: i have a pretty bomb ass team, i think its me, raymond, josh richards, josh castro, adrianne causing, and adrian drop, idk who the last person is, but whatevs. hmmm, i really have nothing else left to say. so imma cut it here. kbyee.

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new moon.

okay.so i found out that the movie twilight came out friday.
well anyways. i wanna cut this short, because im watching twilight right now (x

hahah my brother is watching it with me and is like "im team edward (: "
i was like wtf?! hahahahah

okay today im helluh sore because i had practice, and he made me run, LIKE HELLUH. but whatever, no pain, no gain. imma cut it short.
oh yea! babe is back from santa cruz! (: but im kinda mad that he hung out with his cousin and her friends that are barely older than him "/

whatever though, he told me he'd never hurt me, mentally or physically. okay imma cut it here.kbyee.

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shake it like jello

make the boys say hello,
cuhzz they know im rockin the beaaaat.
alrite, i officially have time to make up for missing a bunch of blogs, i've been too busy doing my homework, and reading twilight. omg, EDWARD CULLEN IS FUCCEN SEXY DUUUUDE! valerie is right! im in love with him now. he's so romantic and touching, such a freaking gentleman too! hahah im so obsessed now, im like, ga-ga over him (x.
im watching the shark's game, its 2-1 Sharks. not over yet thoughh. im excited to get new moon today! and i can't wait til the Twilight movie comes out, cuhzz i helluh wanna watch it. I never would've guessed that i'd be obsessed over a romance novel. and i read the first chapter of new moon, and OMG, im so anxious to read it! haha omg, the sharks just scored like 2 goals back to back. but now jodi shelley just got a penalty for hitting a guy in the face. hahaha (: i love the sharks even if they suck sometimes. oh yea! i got three new pairs of shoes! =D i got jordan ones, black and white polka dotted. black and white+purple six rings, and new dunks that are helluh colors! im at like 52 pairs of shoes now. lollll. im never selling them fashoooo. kay wellll. ima cut it here. kbyeee.

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twilight?

okay, im officially obsessed with twilight. all valerie's fault, because she doesn;t become obsessed easily, and she told me how good of a book twilight is. so i wanted to read it. okay, well i need to hurry up and finish, cuhzz i wanna read it right now (x
kay so today was pretty gay. me and babe were fighting, but we talked it out, i cried, but nobody knows til probably now. hmm, well i found out that one of my homegirls is falling for another guy, and she's been with her bf for 8 months. pretty fucced right? she told him that she needed his love, but i was like "well, she says that she needs your love, but is it the only love she neeeds" and he sed i made a good point. urgghh, i played 2 on 2 with valerie, jeffrey, and adrian, me and valerie won (x
it was helluh funny though cuhzz jeffrey did all the work why adrian just stood there like a dumbass. well imma cut it here. kbyeee.

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JIZZZZ!

jiz is officially my new favorite word (x
besides ; CRRRAHH !
hahah im a bad girl, i got sent to ms.lee's office ! hahahaha. it was cuhzz i lost my temper and went off ayla. i dont know who the fuck snitched, but whatever thouggh. ms.lee is actually kind of nice. and she said that im like how she used to be, like always yelling at people and going off on them. hmm, but other than that today went very well. i just got finished drinking my white gummy ! damn that shit is HELLUH gooood. i kinda want a philly cheese steak. like i saw one, and it looked so damn good no lie. ergghhh, today babe hit me with the ball ): but then ronnie hit him, so its all gravvyyy. i got my cod5 back today! gosh, i couldn't stand not playing, and thats the first time i ever felt that way, yaknoe? i hope valerie joins the samurai, because it just wouldn't be the same without her. we're like a package deal. and +it'll be the theesome again! [GET YOUR MIND OUT THE FUCCEN GUTTER]. Me, kelli, and valerie! i helluh miss that. well, ima cut it right here, kbyee.

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samurai.

i know i just blogged earlier, but i have to make up for all the days i didn't blog. (: alright, so me and my mom +paul brought coco to go get a haircut, she was helluh shaking, and she kept going to me (: haha, then we left for my brother's game. they lost 6-1, badass lost fareal. i think its cuhzz me and my mom weren't there in the beginning, but its all paul's fault, he had to get coco a stupid collar -__- hmm, well chyea. then i went to my daddy's, and i did my homework, I REALLY DID, and theeeen, i watched what i like about you for about an hour, i LOVE that show. hmm, oh yea. ms.lani called my padre to tell him to have me check out this one asian team called the samurais. i really like tha coach, cuhzz he's helluh funny and helluh nice. he joked around with me a lot. i also like the team. kelli is on it, and it'll be fun to be on the same team as her again, and if valerie joins, then it'll be the three of us again, we used to be helluh close no lie. but chyea, i dressed in jeans and a sweat shirt, cuhzz i didn't know he was guna have me practice. he had me shoot a little bit to help them with their boxing out. i shot like 3 airballs, but i think its cuhzz i wasn't in comfort, and i was dressed in jeans. but yea. he told me im good too (: aha, well they basically offered me a spot on the team, and ima for sure join their team, cuhzz i really feel the chemistry yaknoe? and +their hellluhhhh good. fareal. the point guard courtney is a good ass ball handler, and so are the twins crystal and candy. well yea. ima go watch glory road. so i'm going to cut it here. kbyee.

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okaaay

mmk, ima make this kinda short, even though i havn't blogged in a long time. i gotta get ready to go out diff. places. okay well this weekend was pretty boring except saturday, because i went to alana's cotillion. it was helluh nice i have to admit, they spent helluh money and shit on it! and i got to see my brother dress up in purple and dance the waltz (x haha hmm, oh yea well friday was a long day. stupid ayla started a bunch of bullshit with me so you already know damn well that ima thrown down if anyone starts shit. then she started telling people that she wants to fight me, so right then i was bout to fuck that bitch up for lipping like that, but aubri made me promise that i can't fight. so now i can't fuck her up -__- whatevers though, i didn't wanna put her in the hospital anyways. hahah. alrite i have nothing else to say really, and i gotta get ready to go bring coco to get a haircut, then go to my brother's game, then go to my daddy's. so ima cut it here. kbyee.

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teal.

sharks finally won.
5-4 in ot, christian erhoff is a beast ass defensemen.

i was in a helluh bipolar mood today. like at the beginning of the day, i was helluh happy, and then lunch came around, idk, like i was by izzy and like somehow he made me mad or whatevers. then from there i was all sitting down on my own, not laughing or talking to anyone except christon and ronnie. ronnie made me laugh a lot, like always. its just this effect he has on me (x haha well yea, i was sad in 5th period, i crossed out izzy's name on my hand, i never did that before, i didn't know what was going on myself. and then once sixth period came around i was happy, cuhzz i didn't have to do shit yaknoe? i was helluh bout to ditch, but i didn't because i wanted to walk around with kimberly. then i chilled a little bit with aj. then i finally went to the office to go kick it with cynthia. and yea. i also got a detention today for no spelling/ vocab book. stupid mrs.tam is a bitch. babe lied to her telling her that he didn't have it just so he'd stay in there with me (: i thought that was nice. hmm, ohh yea. kirsten was helluh yelling at mrs. tam today! it was fuccen hilarious dude. she was hecka talking back. it reminded me of how me and ryan wilcox used to yell at ms. han (x hahaha, aite, i'll probably blog later. so ima cut it here. kbyee.

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OMFG, STUPID BS!

fuccen bullshit dude. my day just got ruined officially at 9:45. can someone please tell me what the true definition of best friend is?! i am completely tired of all this fuccen shit going down with her, i sware to god. okay, so like i find out from ben that him and this one girl kiss on friday. and im like wtf yaknoe? cuhzz thats her first kiss. we spent the whole weekend together, and she can't even tell me this helluh important thing! she can bother telling me all this shit she doesn't like about me, but she can't tell me one of the most important things in her life? im just so hurt that i have to find out important shit from other people, im just through with all the bullshit. i need people to help me through it.
cutting it here. kbyee.

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Step Up

Guys, i officially think that Channing Tatum is helluh cute. (x


Well yesterday i watched coach carter right, and i thought that channing tatum was cute. and thennn, i watched step up today, and then i thought that channing tatum was HELLUHHH CUTE! hahaha, this is truly the only celebrity i think is helluh cute, no lie. oh yea, and i think that Angelina Jolie is helluh pretty (:
Yesterday i watched watchmen with valerie. hahah "im going to watch-men". hahah, had to be there. oh yea "i don't look like bread, but i get dough " haha. BESTFRIEND MOMENTS (x well anyways. watchmen had bad naked parts to it. valerie kept covering her eyes. and yea, earlier that day she brought me these helluh good ass sandwiches from frisco that we always go to when were up there. today i went to my brother's hockey game, it was a helluh good game. even though my brother played bad and they lost. whatevers thoughh. then i kicked back for a while. then went to my mom's bf's house to eat barbecue. watched wanted on blue ray. then thats when i watched step up and saw channing tatum (: ahah, then my mom took me to homie's house for ufk kick back, FINALLY, havn't seen them in helluh long. now im home. BORED. oh yea the stupid time changed, now i have to go to bed earlier! jeeez. dammit, babe doesn't feel good ): i told him to go rest, and he did, now i wont talk to him. urrghh. well ima go shower, so ima cut it here. kbyee.

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beautiful soul.

your the one i wanna chase,
your the one i wanna love,
i wont let another minute go to waste,
i want you and your beautiful soul.

i love that song (x
i had saturday school today -__- but i have to actually admit thast it was fun. mr kopplinger let us talk a lot, and he let us chew gum
but he kept giving people a bunch of warnings, he kicked taijae out, i felt helluh bad. and then taijae told me about how helluh people are gunna front this one girl who backstabbed nancy. helluh people were at saturday school. lets see, umm, patrick obrian. gina taylor. pablo. ventor. franz. marcello. anna. jessica balili. kirsten. taijae. kristina. dj. and a bunch of other people. hmm, i beat babe one on one in COD5 =D twice! UHHH SON! haha. he got murked (x hmm, i watched coach carter today! I HELLUH LIKE THAT MOVIE. too bad theres no cute guys in that movie. only channing tatum, and its when he was young haha. i wish i would never have a coach like coach carter, cuhzz he makes them do heeeellluhh push-ups and suicides. i wouldn't last one bit. haha. dude im kinnuh pissed right now. im texting stupid izzy, and he was like "babe" and i said "yea" then he was like "thats what she said" and i was like, "wow" and then he said "yea", and then i said "oh, so your cheating on me er what" then he was like " maybe, just kidding". then all thats going through my mind is like wtf yaknoe? cuhzz you don't say that shit, esp. to me. cuhzz i been cheated on by someone i helluh loved. i guess im just helluh scared and sensitive when it comes to shit like that. but then i said wtf, and he said "jk babe, i would never do that to you" and then i said thats what all guys say, then he was all "not me im not like those guys" but then again, thats what helluh guys say too. but i know that he wont do that to me, i dont even know why im trippin. ergghh, i feel depressed right now, i dont even know why, i think its cuhzz im listening to a bunch of breakup/love songs. whatevers thoughhh. hmm, i think i should get ready. i might go with valerie to the movies to go watch watchmen. errggh, i wanted to go out with ufk today, but mom wouldn't go for it. we havn't had a "family" get together in a long ass time. im texting kellie! i hecka miss her, we havn't talked in forevers.
OMG, i think i actually have two favorite songs! haha, i like freeze by tpain and chris brown[fagg/abuser]. AND i also like this one christina milian song that i wont mention because of biters (: haha im cutting it here. kbyee.

GHOSST.

URGHH.

UGH. i feel so shitty right now, even though i had a helluh good day, esp. with the little cousin and gramma. i feel like im getting close to like a bunch of people, but then i feel like im drifting from one of my CLOSEST homegirls. before she got with this one guy, we were like, helluh chill and stuff. we had no arguments, nada. and then once she gets with him everytime its just me and her, were all good yaknoe? but then once were around everyone at school, she's all fucced up, and always saying something mean to me. then like one day she starts judging me, telling me all these things she thinks about me, and im like, um alrite? i guess? and like, i know her being my best friend means being completely honest with each other, but like, coming at me like that ain't koo. i felt helluh hurt. and like i havn't been chilling at the "trees" lately cuhzz i don't wanna be there, i feel helluh out of place because somehow she makes me feel that way. so then i just go chill with ben on the basketball courts, cuhzz he always makes me feel happy, and always makes me laugh. but i just don't know what to do bout her because im helluh coo with her and all, and i don't wanna fucc up our relationship. even though its basically already going down the gutter. and like, now i feel like she tells helluh people things, and doesn't tell me. i feel like were not even best friends anymore, like wtf yaknoe? urrgghh. well i'm venting to nancy bout it monday anyways, she always knows what to do. imma cut it here. kbyee.

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like a drug, make me so HIGH

babyyourtheone.mp3<3
completely in love with that song, TOO BAD YOU DUNNO THE PERSON!
=D

today was FUNNY AS FUCK IN DETENTION. haha we heard ebony and taijae talking outside bout people saying "nigga".it was pretty funny. and then amber was getting all pissed off at christian. and then my stupid boyfriend had detention with me too. hmm, today was a really good day. christa jean and me had a helluh deep talk during our science trimester exam. i feel helluh honored that she trusts me enough to tell me this one thing. then nancy<3 omg, i feel helluh bad for her. she got backstabbed DEEEP. i really need to vent bout this one thing, but like, the people i wanna vent to are people who i can't vent to. im so caught up right now. hmm, okay. well today during sixth period nicole finally told me everything thats been going on with her the past few days, because we havn't really had a one on one talk in a super long time, and her life is filled with excitement. im just happy she's finally doing well. me and kimberly are getting closer now cuhzz of sixth period. i like it. hmm, imma cut it here. kbyee.

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if i were a boy

i'd have a larger penis then ben. haha, today after school, me and ben were walking in the mulberry, and then he was like, "lets have a contest to see who can say penis the loudest" so i said alrite. and then like, we saw izzy, and then ben said penis, HELLLUHHH LOUD. like fareal. then like stupid izzy started saying it (x i was like what retards. and ben obviously said penis the loudest. haha oh yea! LICKY LICKY LICKY LICKY LICKY! HAHA, the things me and ben come up with!<3 best friend bonding like whaaaa. haha today when my brother was taking me and my cousin halle to mc donalds, then like, we saw mitchell! he's this one guy that me and halle met when we were walking to my house from school. he's hecka cute though, and halle told him! hahah. but yea, we were helluh laughing cuhzz were retards like that. +when erika came home from school we played rockband, and we were ROCKING OUT LIKE HELL DUDE. we recorded videos and errything. and halle learned how to play the drums, hilarious thouggh. hmm, i think today was a good day actually. i apologized to justin and it felt helluh good to hug him again. (: i missed talking to him a lot. thug figga and g figga are officially back to being FIGGAS. <3 hmm, i didn't talk to izzy all day, idk why, i think i was kinnuh avoiding him, but i didn't mean to. hmm, im listening to booty music (x haha, this song reminds me of my brother, cuhzz he always sings it. danngg, i have nothing to say right now. OH YEA! the stupid ass sharks lost to the dallas stars last night ]:< i was like wth dude! but i was happy because i got a black armor sharks jersey wih my last name and pavelski's number on it (: i was HELLUH FUCCEN HAPPY. even though it was helluh money. s'all good thouggh. omg, im watching the warriors lose against the bulls right no, they got murked. but derrick rose on the bulls is pretty cute i'd like to say myself (: ahah, well yea, the warriors just lost. whatever thouggh. I STILL BELIEVE, cuhzz i think that they will make play-offs next year, cuhzz now they got monta and bellinelli all next season!
alrite. imma cut it her. kbyee.

GHOSST!

cant help but wait.

SUP BEEEZZY. i had a good day today. minus the test taking part, it was pretty gay i'd say myself (x haha, so yeaa. im here with my cousin halle anne. haha today i made my brother and halle meet my boyfriend. he was helluh nervous, well it seemed like it. hmm, today i got detention from mrs.tam. i wasn't as mean as i would be if she gave me a detention. i didn't really get mad, cuhzz i knew that i was out of uniform. SPEAKING OF UNIFORM, my mom hasn't gotten it yet! ERGGHH, she has to meet with the stupid VP Ms. Lee. whatevers though, as long as i get it, i can't stand uniform any longer, FAREAL. today i spent lots of time with babe. he's so gay. it was freakin pouring down fuccen rain! and then he was all like "DUDE ITS SPRINKLING, WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT!" i was like wth is wrong with you child. GEEZ. hmm, anywaaays. i'm watching my brother play oblivion.

hah, idk i keep discontinuing typing. and then i have to start talking bout something else (x stupid sharks lost today to the Dallas Stars. i think its cuhzz Nabokov the goalie wasn't in. and +there were helluh fights too. Ryan Clowe wanted to fight Steve Ott, but he couldn't risk getting suspended since joe pavelski got taken out of the game for supposidly "HEADBUTTING" when he didn't do shit. dumb ass refrees. hmm, well i just got home from watching the game at my mom's bfs house. i took a shower, and now here i am blogging. well my internet is being a little fuckwhole, so imma cut it here. kbyee.

GHOSST.

down for you.mp3

Baby you know that I'm down for you
Keep that on the low when you're with your crew
Cuz I know how you feel when it's me and you
Cuz baby you know that I'll hold it down for you
No need to trip when you're with your friends
Cuz you aint gotta hug me or hold my hand
Baby I'm grown so I understand
Cuz baby you know that I'll hold it down for you


BUH-LOOWWN NIGGASAUCE!
whascrackenaye? damn im helluh bored. today was pretty fun though. chilled with my babylove afterschool. today 4 damn guy's held my boyfriend's hand right in front of me. i was like wth! it was funny though. and then he kept airballing(: haha. hmm, idk what to say. im just pretty like, wordless right now. stupid ben[mine REAL guy best friend] is IMing me, telling bout how is mom is annoyed with him that he keeps bothering her bout his phone. im helluh happy, i get a uniform waiver, i know its the end of the school year, but i can't stand being in uniform any longer, fareaal. hmm, anyways. im watching wanted right now. i love this movie. it has angelina jolie in it (x haha. every movie that i watch makes me wanna watch transformers more and more. i have no idea why, but chyeeeaa.
well i know i typed this yesterday. i just got too lazy to post (:
kbye.

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