URGHH.

UGH. i feel so shitty right now, even though i had a helluh good day, esp. with the little cousin and gramma. i feel like im getting close to like a bunch of people, but then i feel like im drifting from one of my CLOSEST homegirls. before she got with this one guy, we were like, helluh chill and stuff. we had no arguments, nada. and then once she gets with him everytime its just me and her, were all good yaknoe? but then once were around everyone at school, she's all fucced up, and always saying something mean to me. then like one day she starts judging me, telling me all these things she thinks about me, and im like, um alrite? i guess? and like, i know her being my best friend means being completely honest with each other, but like, coming at me like that ain't koo. i felt helluh hurt. and like i havn't been chilling at the "trees" lately cuhzz i don't wanna be there, i feel helluh out of place because somehow she makes me feel that way. so then i just go chill with ben on the basketball courts, cuhzz he always makes me feel happy, and always makes me laugh. but i just don't know what to do bout her because im helluh coo with her and all, and i don't wanna fucc up our relationship. even though its basically already going down the gutter. and like, now i feel like she tells helluh people things, and doesn't tell me. i feel like were not even best friends anymore, like wtf yaknoe? urrgghh. well i'm venting to nancy bout it monday anyways, she always knows what to do. imma cut it here. kbyee.

GHOSST.