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oh booyy. kay, ima try and sum up my past few weeks. well one of my helluh good ass friends, josh castro, got mad at me cuhzz i thought that his teammate was cute and stuff. i guess he got jealous or whatever. and he said that i never believe anything he says. it was just a big ass fight, and i couldn't stop crying over it. it hurt helluh bad to lose a friend like him. he meant so much to me yaknoe? well yea. its all gravy though, cuhzz we made up, and im HELLUHHH HAPPY. like you don't even know.

Thursday; 5-28-09

What a fun ass daaay. I had a few sips of SOME WEAK ASS BACARDI! shiieeet. but i also got to stog. Jessica and Christa got helluh TIPSY! it was super crazy. i had a stog and a half. cuhzz i shared with linda and deciejoooy. i didn't know decie smoked thouggh. crazy girl. aj also got buzzed, he put out my stogy too! it made me maad (x haha. b.villa and e.rodriguez have a thing, and its cute, but all bad in so many ways. i got super mad at christa cuhzz she was acting helluh crazy, but she barely even drank anything. not even a full cup. whatever thouggh, do whatever the fuck you want, just to fuck with my life. yadada? she also said something helluh fucked up to wingreg, which was something she helluh should'nt have said. but she was "tipsy", i guess. no excuse thouggh. haha oh yeaa, i was helluh stressing out that i was guna smell like stogys cuhzz my dad was guna pick me up (x and chyeeeeh.

Friday; 5-29-09

i love it, i love it (: BRANDYYYY, call me an alcoholic, but can you really blame me? ahaha, try it and you'll know. the brandy was pretty good. we mixed it with gatorade cuhzz we couldn't drink it straight since it was during school. i drank HELLLUHHH of it thouggh. i had a full bottle, then shared half a bottle with decie. were hecka bad(x haha. i was stressing out cuhzz i needed stogs. once i have one, i crave them the next day, and its all bad. i thought that day was helluh fun, but my head was killing me the whole sixth period. i was helluh dizzy, it wasnt even funny thouggh. josh was mad that i was drinking and smoking again cuhzz of him, so now i cud only do it around him "/. i was just happy he was my friend again. oh, and during sixth period me, nicole, kimberly, and samantha made signs. and the sign that pointed to me said "im with buzzed". nicole made it.

i think its safe to say im finally okay now. everything is all good except my grades, but ima make sure im guna get them up. im not really trippin. tomorrow i have my first showtime practice. 3 hours, FUUUUUN. i was held against my will to do showtime, but im just happy that i dont have to play for lady jammers. cuhzz jammers is gay, and me and valerie are together at least. we're a "package deal" (: kay, well im super tired. so ima cut it here. kbyee.

GHOSST.